Woke up NOT feeling nauseated. Hooray!
I saw the “Survivorship” case worker (it WAS the same person I saw last time!). I went to the grocery store. I picked up the boys from school. I did laundry. I made banana bread. I made dinner.
Good for me!
I told Ms. Survivorship about my Oncologist issues and that I was not feeling heard. And that I am certainly not going to just lay down and “be comfortable” if anything dire happens.
She was very empathetic and set me up with a second opinion from another oncologist. She also gave me excellent tips on handling everything. She was extremely supportive and I feel good about the visit.
I am kind of freaked out at the moment. Being done with treatment is wonderful but also scary. Very scary. I over think a lot and I can freak myself out. But really everything needs to be one day at a time. And I have to work on keeping gloom and doom and worst case scenarios out of my busy monkey mind.